Tired of Disappointments
My life for the last few years have been one disappointment after another, some little some large.
I've been disappointed by some people's behaviour, by events in my life, by my own behaviour.
It is really draining on the spirit and causes this constant dull ache. I can't say I'm apathetic about it all but I do wish I were. I have almost stopped trying and trying to stop caring but I'm a victim of Pandora's last little monster out of the box: hope.
It is so stupid but as much as I verbalize pessimism, in my heart I'm hoping for the best - with all my heart.
I could really do with something wonderful happening to me.
Posted by Marmy on May 20, 2008 04:12 PM